Wednesday, December 3, 2008

I always used to think they were better than me, because they have faces. then my life became absurd. they would punish me for having thoughts that are too rich or figurative, they would punish me if I was ever friendly to any of them, and I definitely learned that fun is one thing they will not tolerate. and their methods of punishment were not unsevere, and they were not quick to forgive any of these things either. the only ones allowed to have any fun are the oppressors, who are incapable of having fun. their idea of fun is violating my civil rights, and then denying that they do it, and backing up each others’ lies in perfect synchronicity. or to keep doing the same things over and over again in full harmony and solidarity until it begins to drive me crazy. or telling me how great they are and how I simply have not devoted enough of my life to try to win them over, and then treating me to an icy chill when I give that my all. they like to encourage me to try things, so that they can thwart them by means of their omnipresence, solidarity, identicalness, and harmoniousness. now I am being shunned, which does not stop them from condemning me for not having enough of them in my life. if I say something ‘to’ them, it will have the type of impact that it would on an insane idiot which cannot be insulted or reasoned with, and will just do whatever it is you say they do. and then tells you to explain it better. nor will it leave you alone. and so, I am expected to accept that if I say something against them, that I’m really just asking for them to do it more. if I don’t renounce my logic, then I’m just being illogical. they dress up as every facet of society, and every last one of them is an agent of the police-state. they treat you to abuses that cannot even be found in movies or novels. then they deny there is anything unordinary about this society. everyone says the same things, because everyone is an agent of the same police-state, but then they tell you that because you are outnumbered, then you must accept that the things they do to you they in fact do not do to you. and if you ever step out of line, they will be there to call the police on you.

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