they become coercively involved in the very process of me writing anything against them. they don't read any of it, but inflict punishments correspondingly. same for walking on the street, thinking, and anything else I do.

they've been acting like they know me everywhere I go long before there was ever a single picture of me to be found on the internet. now there is a single picture, it's about a decade old, and in my judgment no one would be able to know with absolute certainty that it's me when they see me on the street based on that picture. if anyone disagrees, they can feel free to leave a comment.

also, I don't often read the news, and if I do I don't make this publicly known. it is my observation that everything in the news is made up and manipulative, every single day, every single story, no reference to any particular story or to anything that may be in the news today. if I wanted to say anything about anything that's in the news, I would specify this. and it would have to be pretty important, because it seems our self-proclaimed democracy cracks down on me whenever I do that.

I have written quite a lot. I have received a total of 0 comments. I don't wish for them to comment, but I have not disabled comments on any of my writings, and I would certainly prefer comments to punishments everywhere I go. they target me for my writings, but they don't seem to notice such very visible things as 0 comments, or often quite visible methods of targeting by big brother. the thing about advertisements is that anything I say can be dismissed because I'll be told that my writings are scanned in order to determine the advertisements. it takes some amount of intelligence to see that these are targeted to me in very personal and big-brotherly ways. 0 comments though, for a lot of writings, is quite miraculous. in a democratic society, if I don't disable comments, it would have been extremely unlikely that I would not have received any comments by now, scathing or whatever. however, the agents only inflict punishments on me everywhere I go, do not use words, and act like they know me everywhere I go and use their informal relationship with me to police my life.

things that occur inside my house, things that I think, and things which are legally kept private, will be met with retributions from strangers. whatever stings necessary will come from whatever direction necessary, to ensure the continuance of me devoting my every moment to them. there is nowhere outside of their reach. they exploit my thoughts, my senses, my body, and everything they can.

I try to avoid going outside, because there are too many nazis everywhere. then they try to coerce me in various ways to confront them more often. for instance, on those increasingly rare occasions of me going outside, I will be subjected to increasingly harsher disapproval of my life from them, and so I will lose confidence in my own judgment and will have to keep going outside in order to check if the nazis approve or disapprove of my life today.

ideology is treated as accepted truth, while observations and experiences are treated as ideology. I always have to apologize for honesty, and for being alone in honesty, and apologize to parasites. I also have to apologize for describing a mechanical world.

if they want elaboration of anything, they don't use words or leave comments, but inflict punishments. And anyone can be brought at me and be made to say or hint anything that is necessary for the benefit of the collective at any time they're required to.

The pulls and stings of the herd are always arranged to enforce the agenda, and every bit of their humanity is always employed to demand the acceptance of truths that don’t make sense. And they’ll use whichever facets of the collective required to pressure or coerce you in ways which they will then use against you.

if after they have told so many lies, I don't trust them, they will punish this by telling more lies. and because they punish me severely for their lies, then I must fear not trusting them.

when I don't write anything, then when they target me for my thoughts, I know that they are targeting me for my thoughts. but when I do write, they can severely increase punishments of my thoughts, and do so in the name of punishing me for my writings. re-reading my writings helps me realize that I had never actually written anything that would merit the punishments inflicted on me 'for my writings'.

censorship can be accomplished by means of trauma, conditioning, and force. it can be accomplished by everyone everywhere acting like they know who you are, everything you do being very closely monitored, while everything demands your consideration without considering you. it can be accomplished by smear campaigns, constant intentional misinterpretation of everything you write, labels ensuring the continuance of these misinterpretations, and mobs that attack first and ask questions later. it can be accomplished by means of physical punishments from big brother. it can be accomplished by everything you write being treated as a set of instructions by an army of androids that is fixated on your every move and targeting you in masses. it can be accomplished by everything always being reduced by force to the stupidity and non-being of those around you, and any attempt to distinguish yourself from them results in brutal rape and the intensifying of every violation. above all: everyone everywhere acting like they know who you are, everywhere you turn are more of them fixated on you, and the hand that metes out punishments is always very close by.

They’ve also been brutally policing my thoughts by means of auditory torture for many years. This obviously has caused much trauma and drastic psychological effects. The pieces of shit, however, only use it for further targeting. The only way to be around them and keep them away from my thoughts is by making noises, which they target by means of various moralities and by means of various contexts, and if I don’t practice any such methods of defense, as I know well they show absolutely no mercy, and still target me by various moralities, perhaps because I don’t say anything around them, seeing as they are brutally policing my thoughts by means of torture and it is very difficult to concentrate on anything they are saying.

when speaking with any of them, they'll be the same ice-blocks they've always been. they'll try to make you think that this is in retribution to you being what you are in response to them in contrast to what they tell you about themselves. they arrange contexts around you to try to make you feel like an asshole, and then try to coerce you to become an asshole like them. meanwhile, everywhere you go everything corresponds to you and everyone acts like they know you. they'll make suggestions and try to pressure you in various ways. they put you in double bind situations, expect you to constantly prove yourself to them, and expect you to play by the rules of asserting whatever freedoms they take from you, rather than doing what you wish to do with freedoms you are supposed to already have.

they are all identical to each other, and they're all the thought police. the disapproval of these pieces of shit means nothing, and I could only hope that they had actual feelings, so that when they're disappointed in me their feelings can actually be hurt. they target me for my thoughts, and they exploit the ambiguities of mundane situations to target me for any self-confidence. they are always the aggressors. they act like they know who I am everywhere, are unable to admit to this, and they police me as a society. they are all pieces of shit. if I pay attention to their half-truths, they use that to prey on me. what attachment am I supposed to form to these parasites in order to live up to their expectations while they leave me for dead? I would prefer if they weren't made to look like people, and then expect me to give a shit if they approve or disapprove of my life today.

there is no reasoning with parasites, who operate only according to the logic of parasites.

they often will create situations where they will convince me that I have some moral obligation to a 'good cop', while the bad cop will take advantage of this and rape me mercilessly. any defending myself against the bad cop will be taken as an attack against the 'good cop', while the latter will of course overlook anything being done by the bad cop and will focus on targeting me as well, but from a different angle.

They torture and abuse you in many ways which they instantaneously deny, so that they can also forbid you to respond to these. you must live under the tyranny of their abuses as well as their lies, and over long periods of time they use this to try to coerce you to practice denial in your thoughts in order to accommodate your living conditions. and it will also be these pieces of shit to target you for your thoughts if that does happen.

they'll also often accuse me of being uncaring. these accusations lose much of their comedic value though if their uncaringness is at too much of an extreme. any mentions of electric shocks to my body and many many other things, are routinely overlooked, denied, or used for further targeting. inevitably words lose all value except inasmuch as they can be used against me, and the significance of my experiences is immeasurably diminished even to myself, and then I also have to accept these accusations and live by them. meanwhile, they take this opportunity to increase all the tortures inflicted on me, and also exploit their uncaringness to expand control of more of my life (they only take advantage of communication, and so I must also think the right thoughts around them to make them go away). and everywhere I go, they all act like they know me, and are all the same.

the theory of monads is accordant and all-inclusive. it doesn't permit special cases: special in position or in essence. I don't deny the similarities, but they deny the differences, which are very crucial. I am in an existential position where I don't have sufficient space to exist without falling into the traps. sometimes this also has to do with plays on words and limitations of language. solipsism is also explainable as an attribute of this theory, rather than having to do with the actuality of a situation. the collective makes constant efforts to consume and assimilate.